Some days I feel like there just is nothing left here for me any more. I feel like slowly everything is dissolving before my eyes. I always have hope, but sometimes I wonder if I’m blinded by my own ignorance and denial. If the land bears no fruit, for me than why do I stay here? Why not move on and evolve? I feel like there is a world of opportunity out there, a world where there is so much to accomplish, so much to learn, and here I am waiting to see what keeps me occupied or waiting to see who wants to spare their time and create a moment. Sad, what once was is failing again. I put so much effort in to this to keep it alive, now it is crumbling again. I have many ideas and goals but can they be accomplished here? Will this cycle end? They say great minds think alike but when will my time come to say this and experience this? Casted away, is it my fault? Is the only rule that counts is to look out for number one? I guess its my turn.
Time for a change, A sunnier Change.